Chronicles of a HeadCase.

On Saturday March 28th, me, victor, fernanda, lupita, amber, eric, andy, roger, crispy and chris went to the Ultra Music Festival 7 in Miami. It was awesome. It was like an amusement park, there was food, drinks, and raves! there were about 9 or 10 different tents and stages going on, including the VIP area… not to mention over 70,000 people. I forgot how the mood was at a rave… everyone was in their own little world and all were friendly. no fights, no abuse. except, there was this one girl who went into a seizure rite next to me. According to a friend, her body overheated, probably caused by taking pills with DXM instead of MDMA.. or worse, mixed with it. DXM stops your body from sweating and thus regulating body temperature…. resulting in an overheat and imminent shut down.  Drugs are bad, if you’re gonna take it, test it… thats what my friend said.

I am in such a renewed mood and vigor, life is good…. real good. sometimes, i tend to forget to take the time and stop, and reflect on my life. glad i did this weekend. Life has been changing so rapidly since coming to florida, keeps me alive and going, instead of the redundancy of reruns in life, whenever everything around me gets stale, i get an urge to escape away to a new change. Life got stale in KL in the past, wonder if i’ll feel the same if i had returned? Life got stale real quick in Nebraska… that place is depressing. Well, at least i got what i went there for… my degree and the experience.

I’m so glad things are working out great here in florida, it seems that wherever i go, somehow i meet these great people along the path of life. Affinity works best went you expose yourself to a new world, to new people. Of all the people, Fernanda has been a great friend.. what a transition, from friends to messing around, to a 3 year relationship, to an open relationship then best friends. It may be sad and even hurtful but i never really saw myself as having any best friends prior to this… now my best friends are, still my brothers, fernanda and myself. i have plenty of good friends though… lost touch along the way, but if i saw them today, we could pick up where we left off… people like.. Harpal, Fahril, Yati, Diego, Sajan, Tareq, Dorj, Reza, Prasad, Param… and the list goes on. so many faces in so many places, i wonder how life has been going for all of them?

of all these people, the one i am anxious to meet up with is Tareq Abu Kwaik! My good friend and little brother. I want to know where his mind is right now, me and abu could discuss ideas and philosophy and religion and anything under and over the sun. However, like me he was also a wanderer, watching and studying as he passes life, trying to understand ourselves then others and all around.  Yup, he was the only one who could hold a meaningful white discussion with me, absolutely pointless sometimes, but always engaging!

However, on the shallow side of life, can’t wait for the coming weekend!! yeayah! lol

~ by case on March 29, 2005.