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Anxiety and Me

Suncloud While the world I know hangs by a thread, all the circumventions of dilemma threatens to break and come tumbling down. Now while I piece the puzzle together to form a solution, the picture that forms are of all the ones that I care for and can’t wait to see again (you know who you are). Where is the balance? more importantly, what is the best solution? Never once have I suffered from anxiety that almost tore my sanity to shreds… So many decisions to regret… So many incomplete answers. While I await the fog and mist to dissipate into a more concise vision of the future, I will have to devote my time and memories wisely. Time still works against me for I am just another mortal fool who got caught up in it. Human, all too human… but I would never trade it for anything right now for its frailty grounds you to the world and breathes lives into all these tarnished thoughts. I must prevail through the sunny and stormy days, so that I may sip on the margaritas of being and enjoy it thoroughly. At the moment of this gloomy dusk, all I can think about is the sunny day that will re-appear upon your arrival. For we are always on departure, searching for our connecting flight to our final destination.

~ by case on August 8, 2005.

One Response to “Anxiety and Me”

  1. . u always find a way to amaze me . & make me fall again & again in the beauty of your words . for iam quite certain that this wind migh just bring me back to your shore …

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