Acceptance
I need me here somehow, to toss the fire open while I’m on my knees begging please. Wished I had an obsession, maybe I would feel a different design and what I need from you… all of you. Desperations fill my intentions for an inspiration… my soul would be bent if I could feel. In nothing but the shapes of what I dream and what I deem me. So, lay me here awake while I succor the love from this pointless time and space; to bruise the pointlessness and to prove nothing all over again. This image does not listen to the hopes that I would find myself running astray, to begin as I had begun to change which is the way how this fever would leave me cold. What I broke and what I prey is merely the reasons that wait for me where I could fit right in. Maybe she’ll be an angel and a miracle that would drive me a little crazy, but empty hopes from an empty grasp left me alone in the place of my insanity. Now all I’m left with is an empty bottle, a sober head and a wretched clue.
does ur minds still running here and there now?
rOsIe said this on April 16, 2006 at 2:32 am
Crazy notions working its way into my head…tick, tock, tick, tock…I envy the clocks it’s tick. Time. The night before the morning after? Right now, words are all I have and I am determined to keep my mind wandering…
My thoughts snap back to here and now. I want to tell you of things i see and dream. of reality and fantasy. of beauty and madness. I’d eventually have to choose between the two forces within me. A soul cant survive being pulled east and west. One will dominate sooner or later. And that is where I stand now. Mere steps from the choice. I can hesitate only for so long.
They say it never rains, but it pours. And now I’m struggling to keep my head above water.
Sharon said this on July 7, 2006 at 8:16 pm
Actually, in my view, “A soul being pulled east and west…” is what keeps the soul alive. But i like the way you write, hopefully you’ll start your own blog one day.
Casey said this on July 9, 2006 at 7:14 am
I’m really amazed and fascinated with your writtings. Keep it up.
Danica Winner said this on November 22, 2006 at 11:56 pm
u got a beautiful mind.i think that u must direct it to a deeper conviction though, or its a waste. really. goodluck
rumelia said this on January 24, 2007 at 12:19 am