Chronicles of a HeadCase.

As we wander the ocean as waves carried by the wind and crashing aimlessly and endlessly. Its connection is the elemental qualities and the earth that contains it… but what ties them together? How do we tell which ripple in the water is which from our vast ocean? Are we looking for the wrong sign? hmm.. maybe yes and maybe no. Each ripple is but a ripple lasting mere seconds, each wave carries a little longer, but if we see the bird’s eye view, we are looking at instances of the entire ocean. For all the instances make up the whole. We are instances of this, but maybe more mind than that of, say an insect or an object. Even inanimate objects take up specs of processing from the machine of life and death. If you boil it down, the ocean is one of the major organs of this planet, and this planet is but one of the pillars of this star system, so on and so forth until beyond the limits of our comprehension. And we? what is the significance of our existential spec in the universe? haha, if i knew, i wouldn’t be sitting here writing the spew of my finite brain down in our useful yet limited words.

Maybe that is how Nietzche came to his theory of the "overman", our strife to be that supreme being. But this view disregards all that we don’t understand of how much we know of our surroundings and what little we know of it. For instances, i believe that every plane of existence or realities have specific sets of laws and they are derived from the constructs of its precursor reality.

Notice that everything around us revolves in cycles, even us. That is the prevalent pattern of the universe. each cycle is part of a bigger cycle and a bigger cycle, etc. Like a puddle of water that is evaporated, becoming the clouds, then falls as rain and to whatever new place it will fill; Like our planet spinning on an axis that finds us night and day; Like the moon orbiting our planet… this will go on forever. :p But ultimately, each cycle no matter how small or big ends to give way to a new cycle. In time, our life cycle ends, but it continues (there are many ways to see this), from our corpse being eaten up by worms (haha) to our offsprings starting a new life, or reincarnation if you believe in that. However, my opinion of reincarnation might defer from mainstream belief: There is a simple law in physics, energy cannot be destroyed but simply changes form, for example, fuel -> heat -> kinetic. There are many more explanations but i’m no physicist. So… where does it end? i guess, it never does, coz it never began. Many of our views are limited due to the linear nature of what we understand due to limitation and time (birth and death). Its a constant cycle, but what we can do is perhaps reach for an openning to a bigger cycle, a larger view of existence. If you were a cell, all that you interact with are other cells and stuff from the body of existence (and even in our bodies, cells die and new ones are made). There is no way for our cells to interact, let alone understand what goes on outside of our bodies. So your mission, if you choose to accept it, is to be a spurm cell!! hahahaha thats right folks, we need to pump this world full of viagra and we’ll be larger beings and demi gods in no time!! ROFL, man i need a drink. Till the next brain barf.

*Also, i wanted to extend my gratitude to all of you who left comments on my blog, i had no idea people actually read my crap.

~ by case on June 30, 2006.