Idleness in the ideal
An ideal. Spawns from a vague understanding of perfection. How it is intepreted by our four corners of limitation. Do you know why you have come here? Why you are here… and for what purpose? Is it the the will of an all powerful being that gives answers to what we cannot? like the symbol of infinity in math, it simply means it cannot be answered? and infinity is taken by the place of an ideal. An ideal that is a symbol we created in place of a question to an answer that cannot be answered. And yet, the answers are all there, sprawled out between and inside of us all but inaccesible through our 5 senses. The next time you try to understand something, don’t try to comprehend with your brain; the next time you want something to happen, will it to be and it will; as natural as 1 + 1 = 2. We created it, we can always recreate it… for we are all the one powerful being that is infinite with instances gathered and scattered throughout the universe and united because we’re unlimited. If you can understand this, then you may be just as crazy as I am, maybe more.
*To my more normal readers/friends, these are just ramblings… i’m not really crazy… i hope. haha.

i do understand it… but i do not know if i understand it the way you do…
we, normal people understand things differently… interpret it in our own ways!!!
…we go out to find things only to know that it is always there…in front of our face!!!
we make things difficult when it really isn’t!!!
kiLL MeH said this on June 28, 2006 at 3:38 am
it’s a good thing you are able to throw these brain toxins up…it’s an excellent detoxifying treatment…naturally self-induced mental regimen…keep working it out!
Ron said this on June 28, 2006 at 8:25 pm
da kapoy k basa oi labad ako ulo
arceli said this on June 28, 2006 at 11:31 pm
sometimes we dont understand what we want to be …..an who want to be ….to be wtih somebody special …..or just nothing………….
arceli said this on June 28, 2006 at 11:35 pm
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AhLRose said this on June 29, 2006 at 4:48 am
HARHARHAR!!!! DUDZZZ WATZZZUP
Wendel said this on June 29, 2006 at 10:49 am
RAQUEL said this on June 29, 2006 at 11:06 pm
hello me i add u as my friends by the way i am elvis nobleza in philippines
elvis said this on June 30, 2006 at 12:55 am
What is important is we express what is in our mind rather than keep it…go on.
LemuelLovell said this on June 30, 2006 at 3:11 am
You sound good.. but if I’ll break down your thoughts, they seem meaningless. You as if made a message out of what you heard and tightened them through some sort of threads of your own thoughts. It’s either two things: You are too smart for me or I’m too dumb to understand your thoughts. This is just an opinion. I am entitled to such. But I am also entitled to an explanation why my opinion is wrong. Reply here: sidewards11@yahoo.com
Jaymon said this on June 30, 2006 at 3:49 am
I was more confuse when i read your blog, but anyway your entitled to say what ever you feel or you think u can say. i also understand & can relate to what your saying & i usually stared in da open space, yep wondring too if im loosing my insanity, but remember that only sane people questions their sanity. And sometimes in writing blogs kinda get therapeutic…So long with your musings!!!
karen said this on June 30, 2006 at 4:24 am
These questions you ask cannot be answered… many have thought the same. What is our purpose? Why where we created? Is it possible that the human mind is limitless and will continue to expand among the heavenly bodies and be able to answer all questions..? So many possibilities… yet it’s out of reach… ( Ya, me not think on that too much. But I do think about it. )
Mr Yoso said this on June 30, 2006 at 4:54 am
cge lng ah!! comment lng kmu dra ky mbsa lng ko!!..’)
Mariluz said this on June 30, 2006 at 8:22 pm
this is a crazy world anyway
tita said this on June 30, 2006 at 10:00 pm
the possibility is infinite…..Godbless…..
Jasper said this on July 1, 2006 at 3:18 am
g0dbLez..
-LaDy VaMp- said this on July 1, 2006 at 6:23 am
reveries… that fill my days too… better rumbling that way than grumbling ceaselessly… it exercises our minds and lessens its possibility towards dementia and alzheimer’s disease. just keep your thoughts healthy. god bless!
pinkee said this on July 2, 2006 at 7:34 am
been there , done that , bought the T-shirt.
get a life.
Calvin said this on July 2, 2006 at 8:48 am
that is life by thr way….. nothing is clear.:)
Quenie said this on July 2, 2006 at 11:39 pm
its okey thats life……….
wilfred said this on July 3, 2006 at 12:55 am
hahaha! interesting! if fyodor dostoevsky would have his say, “you’re just trying to be a man”.
in idleness, you create deep if not, nonsense ramblings.
Liezle said this on July 3, 2006 at 5:41 pm
i like the way you put down your thoughts, at the same time RAQUEL wrote something nice too …Its good that you THINK DEEPLY but don;t do it for too long that you let life pass away justlike that … Take Raquel’s advice …. BY the way, I don’t see it as a nonsense rambling … its a step foward to Self Discovery
Prasana said this on July 3, 2006 at 11:02 pm
i dont understand the idleness is an ideal haw did u know dat da idleness is an ideal?
joice said this on July 4, 2006 at 2:46 am
harhar… sorry!can’t
really understand…
hehehe….
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trisha said this on July 4, 2006 at 3:24 am
No comment
Dennis said this on July 4, 2006 at 3:52 am
interesting huh!but,a little bit confusing..
karema said this on July 4, 2006 at 3:54 am
It it really hard to fathom the purpose of our existence… but no matter how hard you try to understand it and find answers to those questions… you’ll end up more confused. It is for the simple reason that we did not create ourselves. Only The Creator knows why we are here. If you want to know why, then ask The Creator… the inventor of our being. Do not think with you mind but rather listen with your spirit. God gave us our life’s manual and that is the BIBLE, the breath of God. And the reason why we are here is to accomplish God’s purpose on earth. Jesus came to destroy the work of the enemy and deliver the “called ones” to the presence of The Almighty. Earth is the battle field and God is our reward. We were not created just to consume time and space and then die. We did not exist just to enjoy life either… for earth is full of turmoil and tribulations. We are now being prepared for life in eternity, and Jesus is our ticket. We are all in a terminal waiting for the departure but until we purchase the ticket we can not reach our destination. There is no idleness in the ideal when you finally know the idea of God. God Bless You.
Odette said this on July 4, 2006 at 12:10 pm
oi gago
Jonathan cute said this on July 4, 2006 at 9:54 pm
naguneg apo, anya dayta nga pinagpanpanunoten aya…..hehehe……..
rowell said this on July 4, 2006 at 11:18 pm
get yourself a job, man. too much musings deadens the soul and puts you in a box. learn the answers and lessons from the early philosophers so you don’t have to ask a lot!
ayaw kaworok, pag-ampo sa Diyos
mighty said this on July 5, 2006 at 12:26 am
owh the great future.. its mystery measures my passion in life.. donnt question it and make it complicate.. earn a smile.. I mean happiness to what is ideal to you, ‘be perfect’, and specially to us, dont forget us.. each side and in between never for us to choose.. we here to look and make whats best in our mind, happiness
adrian said this on July 5, 2006 at 1:05 am
punyeta ka ha? umalis ka na nga lng d2 kun d mo alam kung bkit nand2 ka gago!ang angas ng mukha mo sa picture ha!gago ka!
Jonathan cute said this on July 5, 2006 at 4:02 am
a little bit confusing but interesting to read.. if you dont want to be idle do somethin that can spice your everyday life ok..
Joselyn said this on July 5, 2006 at 4:20 pm
hello….!sory but i dont undrstnd u…….,more power na lng..im melody frm.PHILIPPINES!?!
melody said this on July 5, 2006 at 8:55 pm
good blogs. thanks
your friend
arthur
http://www.info-bisnis-online.com
arthuro said this on July 5, 2006 at 8:57 pm
do u mean there really is no such thing as an existing “ideal”?
perhaps…
i’d like to agree with you ahm 70%.
keep on posting…
ill keep on reading…
nice piece anyway…
-xzzxGiNaixzzx- said this on July 6, 2006 at 7:22 pm
Hmmn? complex views expressed through confusing words..hehe! i wouldn’t give longer advice unless you would ask to..:-) nice ramblings anywayz! Go, create a difference but dont forget to smell the flowers along the way..life is beautiful in its simplicity…
God is in control and His plan will always be better than anybody’s dream!
Your purpose for being here will never be realized through brain comprehension alone…use an equally powerful or more…Heart! Have some smiles!:-)
AngelKisses said this on July 6, 2006 at 9:38 pm
pa kbr? add ke fs gw donk
veeta said this on July 7, 2006 at 6:57 pm
i can’t understand what you say
but i think what you wrote is based on phyloshopy
ika said this on July 7, 2006 at 9:55 pm
hay naku i dont need to undersderstand many things! the important is, im here and alive experiencing the beauty of life! although life is difficult the important is i survive! i dont need to ask why i am here i know God have purpose and i dont need to know! i believe in him! so dont think too much and understanding things which hard to understand! ull probably be crazy!
junalyn said this on July 8, 2006 at 4:13 am
We’re not aware why we are here. So, to answer those questions about our existence, you believed that we made a certain ‘ideal’ that will fill it up. Example, God or god.
And yet, we’re surrounded by answers already. Though it can’t easily be understood by just using our sense of touch, sight, hearing, taste, and smell.
You also mentioned, that in understanding these things, we don’t have to use our brain. I think what you’re saying here, we just have to use our common sense.
I agree.
Usually, we have these ‘hunches’ that we don’t seem to trust, because it’s too pathetic for us. Life is complicated, as what we see it. But life is really just simple.
Just like adding one by one.
People says it’s equal to two.
Other says, it sums up to one.
Generally, we made these answers, and not some ideal one (which we also made up, as what you said).
The answers have been with us all along. The question is… how?
I think, it’s because these answers were already installed in us, by someone or something greater than anyone or anything else.
We’re not actually the most powerful being. If we are, we should have been totally perfect. There shouldn’t be any misunderstandings, violence, and sins. We shouldn’t have been experiencing happiness, satisfaction (not absolute), and love.
A perfect being is just too perfect. It’s beyond comprehension. It’s beyond existence. Beyond ideal and reality. Beyond whatever and whatever.
Someone or something might be the ‘ideal’ we created. Or not. Either way, we’re still waiting for that statement that will solve the greatest mystery of life.
And that’s just why we continue to live life.
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PS: Nice entry here. It’s mind boggling, definitely not for what you have described ‘normal’ ones. Your point of view is sprinkled with marxism, correct me if I’m wrong.
Anyway, I respect you for that.
Keep writing up those thoughts! Don’t listen to them telling you to stop rambling.
Nothing is wrong in questioning life. It’s part of being a real human being.
Why are they so afraid in facing such things?
Because they hate changes.
Man, I salute you for standing up.
n__n
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Anrea said this on July 8, 2006 at 8:40 am
Not so understand, but it’s not makes me bored anyway…
Hem, i have a good wards for you to kick away everything that makes you hate your work,
“Enjoy it!”
and if you don’t find anything to enjoyed, make it! try it!
chiaki_araii@yahoo.com
Reshika said this on July 8, 2006 at 9:11 pm
nice view…
eugene vaughn said this on July 9, 2006 at 12:57 am
Read the Bible. to know..
' Hendz said this on July 9, 2006 at 6:40 am
Be carefull of what you put in your thoughts. The mind is a dangerous thing.
doc said this on July 9, 2006 at 8:14 pm
hi!i like to mess with my mind once in a while..think of the things that we couldn’t really comprehend in its entirety..but i love to think..wonder..find some answers to those questions ive been dying to find..perhaps the answers will never be found..maybe life is just for us to live..to grow and learn from the pains..but my friend..you dont have to be intoxicate your mind with sll those throw ups..just relax..and accept that life is not what we want it to be..things just happen as it should be..amen..
jimer said this on July 10, 2006 at 2:25 am
hmmm!!! i think ur a genous guy…. dats all… hehehe
jamila said this on July 10, 2006 at 5:09 am
ya i understand it but do you i am a being more crazier than you. you came to undestand things if you you have experience them as wat my dumb old lazy teacher tells me experience is the best teacher so wats the use of stupid dumb old teachers if theres experience to teach us. we all should stop going to old schools and just experincing life as we should be ………. ops time has run out for me heres my nurse again his sure will make me wear than dumb jacket of his and tie it at the back gotta go………… wahhhhhh i didnt killl bush all i killed is george
joel said this on July 10, 2006 at 6:45 am
nah he isnt a genous guy his just crazy. now the question is ms jamilla r u one of us
joel said this on July 10, 2006 at 6:47 am
yes. i still believe in the almighty… but i do look both ways when i cross the street.
i have the will and i can will things to hapen. but still, i felt that i am guided by a positve force and i call it God. you can call it what you want- a force, karma, whatever.
the mind is a terrible thing to waste but will through the wil of God… you can accomplish marvelous feats.
p.s. im no relgious homo freak! hahah!
Charlemagne II said this on July 10, 2006 at 8:01 am
You’re not crazy, you sound a lot like my brother
He too has esoteric views like you. I agree with you on one view strongly.. about ideals and perfection. It’s relative. What I would deem as perfect may differ for you. Ans as for knowing or not knowing, I think what matters most is the shattering of illusions to reveal the truth. And the hardest truths to accept are about ourselves. Even you couldn’t honestly say you’re crazy.. That too is relative
Anyway, have a great day, and keep chill 
Roopa said this on July 10, 2006 at 8:15 am
ya is way we make things better or worste somethimes its all by our own hands, but who create us? this is some question all ask, wat is the purpose of live, fuck that everyone have their own purpose, just live life to the fullest.
CoolBloodRaziel said this on July 10, 2006 at 9:27 am
get a life n god bless u every time.
phink phink said this on July 11, 2006 at 3:48 am
yehey
justin said this on July 11, 2006 at 4:33 am
wow!!!…astig…ya kno what…these are better discussed on the beach…under the moon n the stars…with a bottle of beer..no make that two…better yet a bucket…or more…kudos man…ur not crazy dont wori…
amor said this on July 11, 2006 at 5:56 am
Dont really understand…let it blur…and just party…. on the beach…Cheers…
phyllis said this on July 11, 2006 at 7:12 am
If those words you composed came from your own mind, then, you’re just being human. Believing in something which is beyond human is just simply human. All those philosophical belief doesn’t matter in the end. Maybe better discuss things that can produce actual results….
Rayven said this on July 11, 2006 at 11:36 am
is it to late for a comment? hope not.
funny, but this thought of u had crossed my mind .. cant remember when.. not that i dont believe in the traditional GOD .. well, i have faith, extra-ordinary maybe.. not very traditional but still i believe and that what matters to me. once, it just came across my mind.. the bible says, ‘we were likened to GOD’ .. are we really just likened? can’t we be a part of that GOD .. the extra-ordinary men on earth .. aren’t they just mere parts of GOD? .. if we have that insecurity ..could not that GOD had too much of it in the beginning.. so he/she decided to just break himself/herself into pieces .. and that started the creation .. and all of us is just a part of that GOD .. and that makes the GOD all knowing and all seeing.. the good and the evil(?) … and maybe all our questions would someday be answered by collaborative efforts of our geniouses in the field of science and when they do .. that’s creepy.. would we know what the others are thinking .. could we predict our own death .. would there still be challenges that would keep us going … the works of science sometimes is very alarming .. and most of the time disturbing..
i stopped thinking abt it..
you’re a genious… is it a blessing or a curse? it could be both. yes, sadly.
sometimes, it’s really better not to know .. not to pscychoanalyze things coz we tend to exxagerate them.
don’t put too much pressure on ur head, man!! dont let it wear u out.. dont let it eat u alive.
live life. have fun. good thoughts for you… ciao
Jane said this on November 14, 2006 at 2:54 pm
life moves in mysterious ways….
Simply Red said this on March 20, 2007 at 2:18 pm
I would like to recommend this book entitled “The Purpose Driven Life” by Rick Warren to those who are seeking answers on why we are here and for what purpose. It offers distilled wisdom on the essence of what life is all about.
A brief information about this book. It has been awarded “The Gold Medallion Book Award” and over 16 million copies have been sold - a groundbreaking manifesto on the meaning of life. Believe me, you’ll never be the same after reading this book. Dare to take the challenge?
Pear said this on March 31, 2008 at 2:13 am