A Dawning Horizon?
Just away from your boulevard, where I decided to stay in shelter from this lucid elusive gleam. Sometimes I get so tired from endings, I shudder away from beginnings… with sore legs as crutches for a worned out mind and a still warm beating heart. Maybe something is amiss, maybe I am worried and longing for a change in my mind… a new point of view. Its been a while since I woke up to a new day with new eyes and a breathe of fresh air. It reminds me how emptiness can empty you out pretty fast, so we often try to fill her up with an ocean of hope… in hopes we don’t sink so quickly. And of course, we can only cup a handful of water as we are soaked in this sea of distilled dreams, and its only just sinking in. Silly me, I’m still floating in a limbo amidst the many more and the many few, drenched and soaked, still on my way home, hoping to make it out alive. I know I will, I know I can… the sun will never go down on me if i keep heading west, or should I turn around to catch the next sunrise? hehe. choices in perspective dictates our choices in life. What we think we see, is ultimately, more powerful than what any of us see. What do I think I see? I think its another 100 leagues to the next horizon, and I can’t wait to get there. Would you like to take a walk with me?
Although you say there are no secret codes in your blogs, there is still this unfathomable sense of a true “you”. There r many choices I need to make now and you’re 1 of them. However, when physically goes head to head with technology, that’s when the FUN starts. Do not try to understand me for I will not understand what you understand. But try to accept whatever that will come along the way and embrace it. Ciao ciao.
Jamie said this on November 1, 2006 at 6:25 pm
Correction: I mean to type physicality instead of physically. Hehe
Jamie said this on November 4, 2006 at 12:53 pm
Goodness!!! you have a good command of the english language, unfortunately if history will be our basis, poetic persons are lonely. that is why they die very young. lol.
Anyway, i envy your use of words. Why dont you write a book? i bet it will be a best seller.
Yjek said this on November 5, 2006 at 6:54 pm
Eliciting so much comments from your viewers just prove that your works are good and interesting. I like reading your blogs and the comments as well,I learn from all of you. Thanks a lot for sharing them.
Ying Ying said this on November 5, 2006 at 8:02 pm
We see what we want to see, right? Your journal makes me wonder which is better : head west and try my might to keep up with the sunset or face east and wait for the rising sun. I want to walk with you and raised with the time but it has worned me out. Now, i rather take the opposite track and greet each brand new day with a welcoming smile and let time pass triumphantly, gloriously on me. But, if you stand on the eastern side and i on the opposite, maybe we’ll meet halfway…
Cassandra said this on November 6, 2006 at 5:39 am
what a beautiful mind
chanz said this on November 8, 2006 at 7:29 pm
You are brilliant!
But is it really true that poetic persons are lonely?
Kiomai said this on November 9, 2006 at 8:22 pm
hi. this is kind of deep…
Jan said this on November 10, 2006 at 3:10 am
great choice of words and i agree you should write a book. i can’t get myself off your blog site and find myself saying yes, i will take that walk with you, when will it be and will you hold my hand and call me friend? so many choices so many words so many opportunities but only one true you… not hiding but coming out in the open.
Susarah said this on November 11, 2006 at 6:04 am
casey? right? you remind me so much of my bestfriend. anyways, what are your dreams precisely? how would you want people to remember you?
cheloy said this on November 13, 2006 at 4:37 am
damn, you actually write better than i thought
must be the long island right?
yng LYN said this on November 13, 2006 at 10:34 am
You must be a lonely person…Are you?
Charlotte said this on November 16, 2006 at 8:51 am
wow…your use of words are pretty amazing…
renzy said this on November 22, 2006 at 1:10 am
beginnings and endings are just terms created by man to justify a moment in time, but, really, we can’t actually put a fullstop, continue in the next paragraph and call it beginning…
perhaps the phrase ‘new beginning’ offers hope,.. to allow us to release the past, which entrapped our souls, although we trully understand that, the past never stops haunting us.. people meditate and call themselves free,.. and i wonder, if you are free, why the need to meditate?
i like to see life as a journey,
the beginning of life, still debatable until today,the zigot, the fetal, the baby…
the end of life, when you exhale your last breath,when you are declared brain dead, beyond the aid of medical technologies, or perhaps you believe in afterlife…
is there really a beginning or a end?
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the brain is a very powerful object
so powerful, it can do ‘things’ to us…
keep thinking of something,
and you’ll believe that it’s true…
keep denying something,
whatever truth may be overriden…
God enlightened me today…
i came to realise,
sometimes, it’s just me,
and nothing more…
shinyin jocelyn said this on November 26, 2006 at 7:44 am
hi!
i’ve been reading your stuff from a while back…. and they’re great!
i love it! =)
Robin said this on November 27, 2006 at 8:50 pm
Seeing, but not really Believing;
Listening, but not really Understanding…is there a soulmate out there for each of us that words are not necessarily spoken and yet a kind of understanding is exchanged?
I agrees with your statement,”choices in perspective dictates our choices in life”. Life will always present us with a choice, no matter how grim or helpless it may seems to be then; but ultimately, we still make a choice. Many may not realised but by not doing anything about the matter on hand, is still a choice we have made.
Problems do not fade away by us taking the submissive role, it merely hides behind the shadow until it has the chance to spring on us again.
Life has a funny way of making us learn the Lesson of Life we missed, again & again until we get it right…
amy said this on December 1, 2006 at 10:05 am
Who are you…?
Ehntei said this on December 19, 2006 at 3:22 am
without beginnings, there r no endings.
be impulsive and dun let chances pass u by^^
ends tend to wound the person who initiated the beginnings but its better to live and experience life rather than sitting in a dark corner,contemplating abt endless possiblities while yet another dawn zoom by
have a good day
Jesse said this on January 5, 2007 at 8:28 am
shit. you really are good, you have me mezmerize with your blog, i wish im as good as you!
rinkashime said this on January 13, 2007 at 6:12 am
well, here i am again writing a comment on your blog… God your english so good, i think i need to learn alot from you… btw, your blogs amaze me… so human, touching, describing this is life, this is that many people are facing every day…. this is life, a journey that we have to face for… does the journery will endup good or bad? it depends on how you look deep about “life” it self… just let it flow and do the best… and so far i can think of, every journey is a bless, be gratefull for everything that passing your life… cause happiness for me is measured by how much you can be “thankfull”…
and btw, if you want it too, i would walk beside you…
God bless you all
Mulyanti said this on January 16, 2007 at 10:47 pm
poetic persons are not lonely persons…
its just that they have stronger emotions that they could scribble it ..^^
januz said this on January 23, 2007 at 5:51 am
just passing by man.. i wonder where u going? do u knew or maybe has an idea? like what ud said your choice is your reality and whatever.. and dreams are meant to be beautiful and still end up as a dream. do u already dictated to your mind that materially thats where we all end ‘ofcourse its reality’ and thats it, or still leave it a question unanswerd ‘although no one really knew’ but will it be handled. Do the road you knew is governed by almost perfect principles or do you argue with all these ‘principles’.. whats in your mind man tell us perhaps we’ll follow..
gerardo said this on February 5, 2007 at 10:49 pm
nice
cHrYsViLLe said this on February 6, 2007 at 3:04 am
you’re thoughts are simply amazing…you make people think…
Carlota said this on February 6, 2007 at 6:17 pm
It’s true when you said “emptiness can empty you out pretty fast” such feeling of emptiness fills our mind with deep thoughts how absurd it was to be dreaming when dreams are the only reason why we hope to live and continue.
Absurdity is the motivation in this absurd life. The truth we’ve been searching all this time is nothing but what we programmed our minds to think what’s “true” in us…what we see and perceive is the truth and yet we look for the truths made by others thats when confusion sets in.
There’s no turning back now, for every step are final and to move forward is the only path. Reaching the end of the horizon is not your purpose but to have someone travel with you!
gERi said this on February 7, 2007 at 3:22 am
hi…i like your writings! wish i could learn ur style.. gets people in awe and thinking about life….
Renee said this on March 20, 2007 at 10:17 pm
Seeing, but not really Believing;
Listening, but not really Understanding…is there a soulmate out there for each of us that words are not necessarily spoken and yet a kind of understanding is exchanged?
I agrees with your statement,”choices in perspective dictates our choices in life”. Life will always present us with a choice, no matter how grim or helpless it may seems to be then; but ultimately, we still make a choice. Many may not realised but by not doing anything about the matter on hand, is still a choice we have made.
Problems do not fade away by us taking the submissive role, it merely hides behind the shadow until it has the chance to spring on us again.
Life has a funny way of making us learn the Lesson of Life we missed, again & again until we get it right…
Marvin said this on April 3, 2007 at 2:03 am
HELLO LONELY BOY…. YOU ARE A GREAT WRITER…WHY DONT YOU WRITE A BOOK OR A NOVEL? IF YOU FEEL LONELY…JUST PRAY MY DEAR…NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD!!!!!!!
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radlene said this on April 22, 2007 at 1:07 am
I’ll walk with you if you’ll hold my hand… ;p
Dee said this on March 8, 2008 at 9:53 pm